I stayed in bed for over an hour looked at things on my phone I felt slightly anxious about nothing particular I walked downstairs and poured coffee into a jar I asked a person on the internet if I should take drugs I took drugs before the person had time to respond I feel alienated by people who express concern about me without defining their concern in terms of a specific solution or goal I dont feel comforted by the idea of an afterlife I dont want to continue experiencing things after I die I want someone to pull my hair because I like the idea of someone controlling my head without touching my head what is the difference between being an independent person and being a person who is accepting of loneliness

“Today My Alarm Went Off at 12:30 p.m.,” Mira Gonzalez

(via drug-fairy)

(Source: commovente)

“What I said was
I’ll miss you
what I meant to say was
I love you
what I wanted to say was
that I meant what I said
and it’s funny
how all those things I
could have said
flooded my head after we said goodbye
and I should have told you
I’d be willing to hold you
until my flesh crumbles into bone
because I’m willing to die alone
but god knows I don’t want to live that way.”

Shane Koyczan, excerpt from “Pulse” (via larmoyante)

Happiest of Halloweens from the Dynamic Duo


I need you but I
Can’t have you, reality
Hits me like a brick


Digital illustration- by Victoria Allen.

“Go all the way with it. Do not back off. For once, go all the goddamn way with what matters.”

Ernest Hemingway (via fauxs)

(Source: violentwavesofemotion)


:D | via Tumblr on We Heart It.


Went out with my main ladies last night. Laughed. Fun. Drank. Got roofied. Of course nothing happened to me because I had these two watching over me. I just felt crazy high and didn’t really know what was happening. I threw up a lot and have been dealing with hot flashes, nausea and a massive headache all day. I’m so lucky to have my friends to take care of me and made me laugh and feel better.

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